My old xanga broke! It wouldn't let me write something for two days now. Like, it wouldn't let me click on the new weblog entry link. Today I lost my pick...the one I always used to wear. The one he gave me like a week after we started going out. I was going to wear it when we got married. I knew I shouldn't have worn it. I was holding everything together until I lost my pick. Today felt a little better. [I found my happy mask.] I spent a couple hours with Sean tonight at a Varisity track cook out. Yeah, I have a prom date I don't talk to. I bought a couple cds today... One being the Regina Spektor cd... "I'll kiss you where its sore. Will you feel better? Will you feel better at all?" "This is how it works. You're young until you're not. You love until you don't. You try until you can't. You laugh until you cry. You cry until you laugh. And everyone must breathe until their dying breath." | 
